now i can calm

pernahkah mersakan ketenangan ? tau menemukan suatu solusi untuk masalah yang teramat membuat mu pusing ???
yeah that's me !!! i'm verry happy because my problem had finish.
i don't know maybe another problem will arise,but i have completed of a problem .
it make me verry happy .
karna masalah ini menentukan masa depan gue,gue sempat mikir kenapa diumur 15 tahun seperti gue ini dapet masalah yang begitu berat tentuxistnya "i think"
usual whem is problem exist in my mind,i cried but when i'm alone .
gue pengen banget cerita ke siapapun yang gue anggap percaya tapi. something whispered to me "don't tell anyone" gue bingung serba salah banget ,gue capek menanggung masalah ini sendiri,menangis sendiri except pray to allah that's making me strong .
and usual i think ,for what me cried ? ohh what me crazy ? why did i not die alone ?
but i remember my god ,those people who love me ..
yaaa itulah yang masih gue pertimbangkan hidup gue,tuhan gue,orangtua gue,orang orang yang menyayangi gue .gue jadikan motivasi untuk "grow up"

and you know ??? masalah yang begitu biadab itu had finish , now i will live my life is usual ,be better than last,so people strong,funny,and be independent and grow up and what ever in i think ..

okay i ready for my life !!!